December Dedication

I feel so connected with you, and I have the reasons of it. 

December, snow, winters, memories and my birthday. From last few Decembers, I was too complaining about the roughness and toughness of life and I'm amazed how life changed to 180 dramatically this year.

Anyways ! I was talking about the connection between me and you. I spent my long dark nights of winters with you, I walked on snow holding your hands and I dreamed about my whole life with you. I wished for you. and now when you're here, I feel the happiest person alive on the world.

I don't know what I wanted to state (as usual I know) but all I know, I'm so happy to be with you. You made my life and my December.

(December dedication to my you!)

True Love is better than First Love

If I ever listen this title statement, I would lol over it, but when today I read it somewhere I agreed with it. It's the best thing to find someone late who loves you unconditionally, I'm yes it's olrite even if he's not the first one. 

I heard that the first love is unforgettable, immortal alabla.. Bullshit! First love is foolish and curiosity but nothing else. Anyways I was not here to talk about the first love, I was planning to talk about Real Love. Not the Massari's Real Love not the one which make you up whole night but the one which give you so much comfort to sleep whole day whole night without any fear.

Oh I forget to NOT talk about the philosophical things on my first, last, true, fake, real or unreal love. I was here to talk about the UNCONTROLLABLE SLEEP I'm having these days. From the sleeping disorders to perfect sleep, sounds strange to me but seriously I'm the victim. LOL

Well ! I asked M to wake me up at 5 PM for Maghrib, No alarm call me on 5, I woke up myself and offered prayers. After he came back from Salat, I was like, why didn't you wake me up? *gussa gussa* 

M: 'cause I want you to sleep. 

Me: Seriously .. Seriously? Na kar!

 *yawns... Falls a sleep..* My true loves made me sleep a lot.. 

anyways ! 

A random picture I shared on She Exists Facebook Page, on my totally random post.

Signing off .. Sleeping is better than posting on blogs !

bye bye ! <3 

Back to School !!!

Remember the time after summer vacations? the first day after vacations were always horrible to me. By horrible I mean the real horrible one.. !

I'd 3 days Eid vacations on 7 to 9 and I applied for two annual leaves on 10th and 11th.. it was expected a 8 days vacations but FORTUNATELY, I was blessed by fever on 4th and my vacations extended from 8 days to 11 days.. Can you imagine 11 days at home. 

Well well well ... It was the real blessing for me .. 11 days at home with family and I really had the time of my life once again after so long. 

the hell is its Monday tomorrow and I'm feeling sick on going back to work. I was revising the time of being a kid and going back to school after summer vacations. the same tickling I'm feeling in my stomach once again. I was thinking about the time in future, when I'll send my kids back to school... lol ... I'm gonna share this idea with M. 

Anyways ! No Lol-ing dude... Hell its Monday !!! but yea the good thing about the upcoming Monday is I'll see some lovely and lively faces again after 11 days and 12 nights lol. So its Monday and I've tickling in my stomach buh its ok !!

Back to School Office ...!